almost.

as in never i have imagined in my whole life that scenes i only had seen on movies can be such a reality. And one thing I can promise to myself that I will never go home late.' as in promise. It is such an experience I wouldn't like to feel again although we do had a lot of fun but this to much. Mom's right as always. And now i'm left here at the house refraining from going to school because my body tells me so. I got home 3:00 in the morning, passengers were staring at me esp. i'm still wearing my school uniform well actually it bothers me.. what were they thinking of ?? tsk tsk. I'm afraid of what might happened to me we were of a short budget no extra for emergency and no everything, no load ,empty cellphone battery , no friend to call in to and time is running out time. But still God is with us. we still came home safe. It is a lesson learned.. ALMOST. :)

tell me.

As i grew up,  the differences between good and bad are inter-colliding in my conscience in which i no longer knew which side i am. I grew up having a deep faith in my religion yet as i entered up my college life, everything's changed.This doesn't mean that i'm putting up a bad image against tertiary level but know your actions before you do such things, we are accountable in whatever choices we make in life . And now I am very much afraid on things that I've done.  Now tell me " Am i considered now as a sinner?? " considering my faith of worship?
    I am a Christian, sculpted with the values of the church and living with the virtues of God. I believe in heaven and the presence of hell. Sinners goes to hell and righteous goes to heaven . My family believes that I'm a good and obedient daughter yet they don't know what I've done during times when they're not around. Now tell me am I now considered as a disobedient daughter?
    I go out with friends i drink with them had fun with them and hang out wherever we wanted to. I even don't go home if I feel like it "What's the point in going home when you arrived you feel like all alone and thinks like nobody cares for you? " My friends think that I'm lucky enough having such kind of mom, well I cannot blame my mom for this, I just blame the situation.  I cannot say that i'm a good girl but that's somehow i think of myself. Having a hard time knowing why I am like this don't know why am I writing this. Well at some point of our life we tend to know which side are we really in .

                    Now tell me am I on the good or on the bad??