almost.

as in never i have imagined in my whole life that scenes i only had seen on movies can be such a reality. And one thing I can promise to myself that I will never go home late.' as in promise. It is such an experience I wouldn't like to feel again although we do had a lot of fun but this to much. Mom's right as always. And now i'm left here at the house refraining from going to school because my body tells me so. I got home 3:00 in the morning, passengers were staring at me esp. i'm still wearing my school uniform well actually it bothers me.. what were they thinking of ?? tsk tsk. I'm afraid of what might happened to me we were of a short budget no extra for emergency and no everything, no load ,empty cellphone battery , no friend to call in to and time is running out time. But still God is with us. we still came home safe. It is a lesson learned.. ALMOST. :)

tell me.

As i grew up,  the differences between good and bad are inter-colliding in my conscience in which i no longer knew which side i am. I grew up having a deep faith in my religion yet as i entered up my college life, everything's changed.This doesn't mean that i'm putting up a bad image against tertiary level but know your actions before you do such things, we are accountable in whatever choices we make in life . And now I am very much afraid on things that I've done.  Now tell me " Am i considered now as a sinner?? " considering my faith of worship?
    I am a Christian, sculpted with the values of the church and living with the virtues of God. I believe in heaven and the presence of hell. Sinners goes to hell and righteous goes to heaven . My family believes that I'm a good and obedient daughter yet they don't know what I've done during times when they're not around. Now tell me am I now considered as a disobedient daughter?
    I go out with friends i drink with them had fun with them and hang out wherever we wanted to. I even don't go home if I feel like it "What's the point in going home when you arrived you feel like all alone and thinks like nobody cares for you? " My friends think that I'm lucky enough having such kind of mom, well I cannot blame my mom for this, I just blame the situation.  I cannot say that i'm a good girl but that's somehow i think of myself. Having a hard time knowing why I am like this don't know why am I writing this. Well at some point of our life we tend to know which side are we really in .

                    Now tell me am I on the good or on the bad??

my photostory :))

http://www.4shared.com/folder/JVIWrQ2I/photostory.html

super happy.'

  we went to the Zzubu recording station near Ayala to have our dubbing for our short film. The start of the day isn't so sweet, we go together with sir ruel hiring up a taxi going to the said location. We arrived exploring the venue, we went up to the studio and it's my first time being there, together with the other casts who have the same feeling of excitement. And when it's my turn its kinda tense.' dont know what to do all alone in the arena with the aircon freezing on you and what i just did is to follow the instructions from the experts. And all I can say is it's never easy! hahaha oh my gosh! but with the help of friends things flow out naturally. :)
But then I just noticed something, something very intriguing hmmmmm. smells fishy.' and its very confedential!!! hahahha :)))) Well aq nlang to >:p
bastah kay super happy kay i've been with him the whole day :))

"journalism is a very dangerous job"

      "to comfort the afflicted, to afflict the comforted"

it's my decision.

What everybody else is thinking is their FUTURE.

They always reprimand us to FINISH OUR STUDIES first before anything else.
 NEVER GET MARRIED EARLY! and to never get PREGNANT in this early stages.
  Life always has a lot of twist and turns. It tests us to be strong and independent, it has a lot TEMPTATIONS and it is up to us to go with the flow or to resist the current. And so my decision is final, im gonna stay as long as i can carry, it's not that ii don't care for you anymore I'm just thinking about my future and ways in avoiding that strong current that I think is running through generation. I am still your daughter and you are still my mom. ii LOVE you so much :* And i'm gonna the best to attain that certain future. And that's my final decision :)

:(

mag dance pad ta nah!!! atot gnhan na keu ko mutamak sa mahumok nimu na texture.' ;'(